A L!ttlE B!t oF Wh!mSy

Years after my last post, I decided to look up my old account.I'm not exactly sure what prompted me to do it, but the moment I read the old articles, I just got the urge to start writing again.

I've missed being able to put my thoughts on paper. Or in the computer screen, at least...I've missed the freedom I felt whenever I allowed myself to just let my fingers fly over the keyboard. I hope I could start doing this regularly again. If only to bring life to my random thoughts...

You Are From the Moon

You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon. You're in touch with your emotions and intuition. You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory. Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone). A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many.

it's weird what insights a little test can reveal about a person...

i saw the quiz on my friend chito's page and for the lack of a better thing to do, decided to answer it. most of the answers were routine - everyone who knows me would know what i'm like anyway. what struck me was the thing about my being afraid of marriage.

what a statement!!!

i remember a friend using the word "commitmentphobic" to describe herself and i'm wondering, "am i that person too?". actually, i'm not so sure...

i used to love being in a relationship. it can be hard work, i know, but it can also be the light at the end of that oh-so-dark tunnel. just having someone to share "stuff" with was such a joy. but even then, i knew that i was nowhere near the "marrying stage" as some people might call it. even now at 25, which, some might consider "ancient", i still don't think i'm ready for that. there's still so much to do, so many people to meet, places to visit, dreams to fulfill...

when an ex proposed marriage aeons ago, i had to stop myself from blurting out, "are you crazy?!?!?!?!how can you want to tie the knot at this age?!?!?!?!". of course, i never said that. i didn't want to hurt him... but when i read the results of the quiz, it got me thinking...was i just making excuses then? or am i just afraid of what marriage will do to change me and the life that i have made for myself?

hmmmnnnn...

anyway, why the hell am i even thinking about this? i don't even have a boyfriend!

***pooof!****

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

today may be topping the list of the most boring days of my life...

i'm sitting in front of the computer doing nothing but browsing through sites that i don't really have any interest in just so i can have something to do.

don't belive me? look at my previous post...i finally decided to take one of those personality quizzes just to pass the time. thank's for the idea macy! at least i got the result that i wanted, right? it had to be the amazing race! =P

speaking of the travelling...macy and i are planning on going to bangkok by october. she just told me last night that we would need to save at least 3 thousand per salary so we can have enough money for the trip.

wish us luck, you guys! with our talent at spending, we'll need all the luck we can get!

Take the quiz: "Which Reality Show do You Belong In??? -Pictures-"

Amazing Race
You like to travel and see beautiful things...RUN FASTER

it's about an hour and a half 'til end shift and i'm feeling the toll of my 8-day work week.

"it's payback time!!!", says my evil self. because of the desire to have a long vacation i'm now suffering the consequences...i swapped scheds with one of my officemates (thanks frannie!!!) so now i have to work for 10 straight days. 4 days into the work week i developed a cough. yesterday, my colds started.

"dis is not pani enimor ha?!?!?!?!", has been my favorite line for this week. i can't stand all the coughing. where's the glamour in that? sigh...

i can't wait for wednesday....Lord, give me patience, right now!!!

i decided to post the last draft that i had on my blog only to take a few things back with this one...

no, i'm not gonna say that i was not able to go home after all...i just wasn't able to meet up with macy and eira in boracay. i was able to go but i didn't even stay overnight....it was purely business and it wasn't even mine...but still, i had fun frolicking in the sand with my cousin who decided to go with me.we baked in the sun for a few hours, ate some seafood, swam, then packed our things and went home.

an 8-day break from work did wonders for me. i was able to spend time with my family and high school friends and most of all i finally got to have some decent sleep... god, i miss my bumming around days!!!

but now i'm back in the real world...to a life of traffic jams, irate customers, and unbearable heat.

why couldn't life be "just a beach"?!?!?!?!